Madness

I can hardly sleep last night. Was trying to ask him why cannot apply house first, he replied me in bad mood. He said never thought that I'll feel so unhappy for not getting a own house instead of doing property investment..bla bla bla. Of course I do, I prefer to have my own house! Hmmmmm...things go badly this morning. She said she needs to bathe first while i just walk out from room. Well..alright! I endure! Later on another she wash clothes. I don't think i can endure until this level especially when i have no enough of sleep. FinAlly, i managed to bathe & ready to go out but CY asked me to go on my own. I can't endure Anymore! Fire on my head & i slammed the door so loud! He yelled at me but i continued my feet. He then msg me that i'm rude and his mum and sister were angry! What's gona do with them? I always thought love only invole two persons but i was wrong. Definitely wrong! I have to tolerAte with his family members. I feel so unfair! Why? Why? Why?